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As someone who was adopted at 9 months old - after being relinquished at just a week old, along with my identical twin brother - I often feel the dominant narrative around adoption misses something essential. Adoption is frequently framed as an "act of love," but I believe we need a broader, more nuanced acknowledgment of what adoption truly involves.

At its core, adoption begins with loss. It's the only life-altering experience so often cloaked in positive language without naming the reality: relinquishment. And for those of us who were relinquished as infants, especially pre-verbal, this isn't just an emotional experience - it’s a somatic and neurological one. It’s a rupture of the most primal bond.

This early separation, especially in the absence of co-regulation or continuity of care, can lead to what many adoptees experience as a form of developmental trauma - what is now more widely understood as Complex PTSD. The term “primal wound” captures this deep, pre-verbal grief and disconnection that many adoptees carry through their lives, often unacknowledged by those around them.

None of this is to diminish the love that may exist in adoptive families, but rather to ask for space to hold both truths: love can be present, and so can deep, unresolved trauma. We do adoptees a disservice when we only tell one side of the story.

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